Had another photo shoot today! You'll see me on the stands in FIRST magazine!!! I'll keep you posted. I think it is either for May or June...one of the two for sure!
It was a lot of fun...but since it's for the spring the stylist brought all "springy" clothes like cropped pants and tank tops! Welll.....it's 20 degrees here!!!!!!!!!!! Ok...maybe not that cold, but it was cold! It was a lot of fun though.
I have to be honest with everyone. Today...I wanted to EAT! I didn't though!! I hung strong!! But it was sooooooooo hard! I have a lot of stress in my life, personally and professionally, and I used food to cope! UUmmmmmm....anyone else have the problem????? :) I kept thinking to myself..."just today. I HAVEEE to eat today! I'm SOOO hungry. I don't think I will make it!" But guess what!...I made it!!! I HAVE to pat myself on the back....and you guys should too. Regardless of how your "eating" day was, you did it. There is no "bad day" and "good day." It's a journey. You will hear me saying that over and over and over!!! Today I made the proper CHOICES!!! I don't know what tomorrow will be. I really don't. Everyday is a new emotion, a new set of problems etc. I just take one day at a time and hope that I can continue to make the right choices. IT'S SOOOO HARD! I HATE that it's so hard! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!! Whew...I feel better...believe it or not I actually do feel better!
I'm going to take a long hot shower, shave my legs (one good thing about not having a boyfriend...does it REALLYYY matter if I have hairy legs??? OK..too much information..I got it! LOLOL!...and go to sleep early! It feels GREAT to take care of myself. I feel such a sense of accomplishment. Does anyone else feel this way today???
Keep me posted!!! Warmly, Susan :)